looking back and living the present.....

Life now has almost shifted to the third gear, things go as they intend to more than how I intended to.May be the later intent which I refer to would have left me in the worst part of my life(I am optimistic).Life at a metropolitan seems to be not matching those in films.Change is inevitable and adjusting to the change and adhering to its regulations some times become quite tedious.looking back I could very well visualize some days which had a breath taking effect on my psyche.Some times I do console my self that life is not a child's play and things have their own reasons for not performing in a manner as one desired to,But the crazy heart still dreams off of how life would be if an Edit feature is newly embodied to the human body like eyes,nose and tongue.But a question arises from which point to edit,If given an opportunity I would edit the day 1 of my existence in this earth.I am now determined to stop believing crazy logics which occupied core part of my brain and affected my performance.Living the present without thinking of the future makes me some times think I am not responsible but upon further probe the results said you are loosing your present for the future and hence you will loose the future when the present becomes past.

Technology inspirations are not attracting me these days as they did earlier,I personally feel to learn more and more about some domains but lack of that interest which i had earlier hinders the process.May be everything will be back with a bang If I get my "black beauty" back.(I meant my PC).I now strongly believe in my fast recovery from these infections may be I have stop looking back and live the second.

As an Indian citizen I feel ashamed of leading the same as usual life on Aug 15 2011,Selfishness in me made my mind inert that it failed to even intimate that I am yet to discharge my duties.At least it could have driven my hands and legs to act as if I am patriotic.May be watching more films like Rang de Basanti will kindle my patriotism but such films never say anything great about the freedom fighter who is being greatly honoured today.Highly satisfied about the freedom but little stupefied about the fighter whom I just mentioned.

Lack lusture performance by the Indian cricket team has made the fans to keep their fingers on their mouth.But I am personally satisfied about the Rahul Dravid's come back and his highly appreciable decisions.Indian cricket team should probably analyse the reasons behind this collective failure and take corrective actions by themselves and avoid listening to the media hype.

Hero Honda Go India Go now boasts only about the Hero and exploits ARR's voice to retain its brand value,trust and faith.I now fear whether the song gets massive hit and does not address the purpose for which it is composed.Anyway Hero moto corp is atleast 5 years now behind of their massive development probably Rahul was waiting for such an opportunity.

It is now high time to work hard and smart and set new goals without retrospecting on things which cannot be edited any more.I wish I do it and rely some what on the almighty for things beyond my coverage...

First Post.. but not the First ever....

After a long gap the day has finally come and I am here to publish my first post at blogger.The first impression boasts a lot about the design,graphics,good text editor and Google's tech support.But a little further probe makes me still wonder the Wordpress's longstanding heritage making it the largest blogging site.

What to say and what not to I just dont know but this is not my first post ever is the point that I would like to highlight.Looking back, lots of events come before my heart and soul like a power point presentation enabled with good custom animations.At this moment I would like to just thank the almighty for leaving behind such a legacy with million emotions.Missing my dear ones a lot.

Life has started in chennai with more career orientation,giving more exposure in the domain area and hands on experience in things which attracted my attention in textbooks.Really blessed to get such a exposure.Senior people with good magnitude of experience and knowledge are around and I personally felt that I am yet to start the ladder towards excellence.From the bottom of my heart some feelings,emotions come around and go frequently which makes me inert for a definite period of time daily.

Got some good books to read and I would definitely not say that I am running out of time but surely say that I am in need of a catalyst to increase my reaction towards them(books) and they(books) are all about the catalysts.My mind is sharp enough to identify this fact but is yet to receive an input to process further.Trying hard to get the input all these days and I believe I will.

Certain people have helped lot in some of my activities that gave me some appreciations I am ashamed of myself like the youngest brother in the "the tribute" story written by "thaghazhi siva sankara pillai".I have not got in touch with them and situations also some times hinder this process.Conveying my wholehearted thanks to them.

Some of my expectations gave me feedbacks of 99% success and  accounted the other probability.But unexpected twists happen rapidly and at this moment I understand the greatness of someone monitoring all my activities and I now fear to do things not in the list of positives.Anyway started with blogging again and in the days to come I intend to publish more posts that would definitely not make a common man feel boring,tired and exhausted;For I dont have the right to make a energy source,not inside my system extinguished.........