My mind is still in this world, I was able to find that my watch is showing wrong date.It literally, spiritually and psychologically meant some hours/days and months my mind was just like the dummy pulley assembly in a non AC vehicle,My intuition too intimated that time also is not so good.
Gone are those days when I used to frequently post in WordPress with great zeal and enthusiasm now searching for the next word and the suitable connector.Some months are gone I still could not believe the end of college life missing my friends and the gang.Chennai is getting used and living in T Nagar gives enough feel of the metropolitan.Actual daily happenings are not planned and I hardly have any control over it.A long night walk in the Usman road all alone helps me recall some sweet memories of the past.There has been enough change in the mindset even some change at subconscious levels in the recent past.The heart remains unsatisfied even thou some good happenings pop up all of a sudden maintaing definite frequencies.It has been some weeks since I had a good sleep at Coimbatore it has now become a desire to spend some days there as before with family and friends.Some happiest moments of the past flash across which makes me silent,inert and take a deep breath and I am still happy to recall all the precious moments of the past in my so called active schedule.
Days are moving fast enough and I am very well aware that my present rate of interests in life will not give any fruitful results.I think require a "Whip" from my master as like the "Whip" which the black beauty(horse) gets from her master in the Black beauty tale,but It happens so master(heart) is filed only with worries,feelings and nonsenses that makes it reluctant enough signal in the right direction.As already wrote and already knew my room is flooded with good books that would steer me in the right direction but I am yet to and not able to firmly hold the steering wheel(books) for more that five minutes.The mind is sharp enough that it signals me to put a steering wheel grip(develop interest) and hold it strongly(patience and commitment) but fails to actuate other organs.Hope there will be a recovery soon from all these.
Technologies are improving every minute and my attraction toward miniature products continues to be the same although I dont update myself about anything these days with all necessary infrastructure and it has become close to saying"water water everywhere and not a drop to drink" hope everything will be flushed with new joys,hopes and dreams and let the actual 01/03/12 be good day to resume works.
Above paragraphs with many full stops and every sentence about completely different topics shows the height of lack lusture thoughts in the mind.Hoping forward to resume posting as before exploiting self awarded author licence.
