The post is dedicated to the ONIDA COLOUR TV which occupied good portion of the family's heart and notable portion in the drawing rooms of homes we lived in.It was time for her to bid adieu from the TV stand who is little younger than her.Some discussions say that she had come before I was born.I could very well recall good memories of the past where we had disturbed her a lot.We installed her with a remote and replaced the remote several times.We showed our anger on her switches and sometimes even removed her off the plug without switching her main button.She extended her kind cooperation and bared with all our disturbances.We had many time fought for seeing channels and sometimes our fight ended up with a punch on the her main switch and the plug.Looking back I regret for nothing I cold do other than dropping some drops of tears.
Life now is some what tedious don't know why am feeling so but I feel its all doing what people repeatedly do and get rewarded and justify saying am busy enough.It seems legacies and excellence will no more be a part of any evaluation keys.Daily happenings have almost become habits and heart now cries for something definitely new to happen around.It seems I have loosed some magnitude of enthusiasm in the recent past.I am trying hard for a resume and I don't know when will it.yet to learn bare minimum clinched first full of concepts but the clash between mind and heart makes sure I don't sit in a place for more than ten minutes.I am now alone in my room with millions of thoughts about the past and future coming and going along.Not able to conclude on many issues am trying hard to call some friends to have a diversion.It is nearing an year since I came out of my college and stopped enjoying life to the core it was very light as a student and time now makes me recall some anxious moments last year.I am trying hard to achieve the same in a year or so.
Very recently I went to a good and quite a big shop near my home at coimbatore where I had been several times.I was just going through the shelves where some toy cars where kept.I picked the one which was a radio controlled toy and the shopkeeper a lady peeped and gently snatched the car and explained me that it is a radio controlled car and it has got a remote and it can go front/back and take a turn,she explained good and during the course of her explanations I recalled those days when I explained several people,shouting and utilizing max. energy with great enthusiasm with my team about the RC car which we made for a project at IIT-M in 2010,2 years have passed and some music very similar to the one which played at the end of Unnaipol Oruvan Film, when mohanlal recalled the special day, played inside me.It was a great feeling and I was close to crying when I rode back home thinking all the events.
Gone are those days and legacies are still occupying core portion of hearts,its all about the friendship which got strengthened to the core after so many fights and reunions in all my activities I am now proud of having such friends and fortunate enough to do some projects which allowed way to good friendship.
Among the million thoughts tonight I am relieved now after thanking a person who had helped me a lot for some of my activities and I thanked him after 6 long months of disassociation I feel satisfied now and there is yet another person whom I had to thank and say Sorry hoping to do that also soon.
Its already 37 minutes post 10.00 PM and my mind is wavering either to go out for a walk or simply sleep to get ready for tomorrow's work.Nights have become not so welcoming to due to the geographical location of the room and the chennai climate.Let me conclude,I wish I be with same enthusiasm and courage when I had been years back.
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